“The Kingdom of heaven is like a
treasure buried in a field, which a person finds and hides again, and out of
joy goes and sells all that he has and buys that field. Again, the Kingdom of
heaven is like a merchant searching for fine pearls. When he finds a pearl of
great price, he goes and sells all that he has and buys it” (Mt 13:44-46).
There seems to be two ways of finding a treasure.
First is by accident or what poets call
serendipity. It is very much like a farmer ploughing the field not his own and discovers
in a great surprise a buried treasure which he has not been looking for in the
first place. We have our own word for
this: Swerte. In this manner, the treasure seems to reveal
itself to us as a surprise in the midst of our daily concerns and increasingly
boring preoccupations.
In the parable, the treasure refers to
God, his reign of love. God has a way of revealing his love to us right in the
middle of our mundane preoccupations in life. Many a times we are too preoccupied to notice
God. He is the treasure sitting right under
our nose but we don’t recognize it. So we keep on ploughing the field of our
useless anxieties without any idea what we have been missing. But there are times,
some kairos moments, when we finally
encounter God. And henceforth, our lives take a different turn because such a
religious experience calls us to “sell everything we have” or to let go of
everything we are clinging to in order to be free to hold on to God, our only real
treasure.
The other way of finding a treasure is
by a careful search. It is like the merchant searching for the finest pearl day
after day until he finds the pearl of great price. Most of us experience life as a search for
meaning. We are in constant search for
what is good and what brings meaning to life.
Oftentimes we have the feeling that the search is endless. Our hearts are never satisfied by what we
find. One day we feel like we’re happy
with what we have; only to find out another day that we’re losing interest in
it and we’re eyeing another object of our excitement.
But there is one discovery though that
liberates us from this pointless meandering search. It is the discovery of the
pearl of God’s love. When we experience in our life the love of God, we gain a
new perspective. Everything else that we deemed valuable and even essential
takes a relative significance. A person who has in his or her heart the love of
God no longer clings to whatever possession for he or she knows now what is
truly essential. A person who discovers the pearl of God’s love sells all that
he or she has in order to possess the one thing that the human heart truly
longs. In the words of St. Therese of Avila: Quien a Dios tiene, nada le falta. Solo Dios basta (He who has God
does not lack anything. God is enough).
The twin parables seem to instruct us
that we first find God by discovering him serendipitously. In the heart of the daily grind of life God surprisingly
touches us with his loving presence. And it is when we have been graciously touched
by his love that we begin to seek Him even more, leading us to let go of
everything in our possession that hinder us from embracing God’s love fully.
Interestingly, in the The Only Necessary Thing, spiritual
writer Henri Nouwen has this to say:
“You can be truly happy that you have
found the treasure. But you should not be so naive as to think that you already
own it.... Having found the treasure puts you on a new quest for it. The
spiritual life is a long and often arduous search for what you have already
found. You can seek God only when you have already found God. The desire for
God’s unconditional love is the fruit of having been touched by that love.”
“Because finding the treasure is only
the beginning of the search, you have to be careful. If you expose the treasure
to others without fully owning it, you might harm yourself and even lose the
treasure. A newfound love needs to be nurtured in a quiet, intimate space.
Overexposure kills it.... Finding the treasure without being ready yet to fully
own it will make you restless. This is the restlessness of the search for God.
“
Our hearts do not stop at the surprise discovery
of the treasure of God’s love. On the
contrary, finding God is only the beginning of a true and deeper search for Him
and for his unconditional love. We may
all have experienced the surprising touch of God’s love, our invitation is
clear: Just like the farmer and the merchant in the parable, we have to go,
sell everything we have, and buy the precious find. We are invited to make the courageous
decision to make God and his reign of love the central concern of our lives.
Everything else that we have must only be at the service of our loving relationship
with God.
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