The gospel today (Jn 20:19-31) proclaims, as it were, the
Easter beatitude: “Blessed are those who
have not seen and have believed” (v. 29). Clearly this speaks of Christian
believers who have not been eyewitnesses to the marvellous event of Jesus’
resurrection but have, nonetheless, demonstrated an unwavering faith in Him as
Lord and God. This speaks about us who,
despite our many struggles in life and obstacles to the joy of believing in
this increasingly secularized society, continue to live in faith and proclaim
the goodness and mercy of God.
Today, the Divine Mercy Sunday is an invitation for us to put
our trust in the infinite mercy of our loving God and experience the
blessedness that the Lord has promised to those who believe in Him. Let us
allow God’s mercy to lead us into the three significant interior movements that
the disciples experienced as they encounter the Risen Lord in the gospel
account today.
The movement from
fear to joy. The death of the Master
on the cross on Good Friday sent the disciples to hiding. Out of fear, they
holed up in a room afraid of a possible crack down on the followers of the
crucified Messiah. Today’s gospel, however, recounts how Jesus dispels their
fear by offering them his peace: “Peace be with you.” Jesus’ appearance throws
away the paralysis caused by fear and, once again, enables them to rejoice in
freedom. Then Jesus, after overcoming the obstacle of fear, sends them to the
mission of proclaiming the gospel. The first reading from the Acts of the
Apostles (Acts 5:12-16) tells us that the apostles become the adhesive force of
the community, gaining respect from people, and attracting a great number of
converts.
What are my fears? Is it fear of rejection? Or of pain?
Suffering? Persecution? When we live in fear, we back off and hide in order to
protect ourselves from harm. But the
price of maintaining this false security is high. We lose the joy of
spontaneity, the freedom to be sent and proclaim the love and mercy of God. Hence, let us allow the Risen Lord to allay
our fears and to lead us to the joyful conviction that God is always on our
side.
The movement from
guilt to the peace of forgiveness.
Another very likely disposition of the disciples following the horror of
Good Friday is guilt. Judas’ guilt has led him to despair; and we can just
imagine the angst of Peter for having denied the Lord three times! Yet, Jesus greets them with the Easter gift
of peace. No mention of their betrayal
and cowardice. And not only has he forgiven them, He makes them instruments of God’s
forgiveness. He breathes on them and
says: “Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose
sins you retain are retained” (v. 22-23). Jesus empowers the apostles to overcome the
anguish of guilt by forgiveness. Hereafter, the apostles and their successors
will be Jesus’ representatives in the world to impart his peace by absolving
the sins of those who repent.
What have I done that continues to haunt me and imprisons
me? Or what have I failed to do for people I love and for God? Our guilt
imprisons us. It can rob us of our peace of mind and continue to torment us. To
experience the Easter beatitude, we need to allow the Risen Lord to grant us
peace and experience that deep sense of being forgiven. Only when we accept the
boundless mercy of God that we can truly live with the Easter happiness.
The movement from
doubt to faith. Another obstacle to
Easter faith is doubt. The encounter between Jesus and Thomas in today’s gospel
demonstrates how Jesus overcomes doubt. Jesus yields to Thomas’ obstinacy
showing the latter the evidence he is looking for as a requirement for his
belief. Thomas goes down in history as the doubting apostle; yet when we come
to think of it, his skepticism saves us from our own doubts. Thomas has
disproved any theories that suggest the resurrection as mere hallucination on
the part of the apostles. He has seen the Risen Lord in his own eyes in the
very terms he demanded. Hence, his proclamation of faith, “My Lord and my God!”
can also be ours.
Does the joy of believing manifest in my life? The societies
we find ourselves in are subscribing more and more to secular philosophies
which belittle and ignore the truth of our Christian faith. Many times,
unawares we allow this worldview to be our own too as we face life and make
decisions. This slowly jeopardizes our joyful witnessing to our faith. Like
Thomas, let us allow the Risen Lord to come to us and overcome our lack of
faith.
On this Divine Mercy Sunday, let us come to Jesus, bringing
with us our fears, our guilt, and our lack of faith but trusting in the
transforming power of his mercy. Let us allow his infinite mercy to open the
locked doors of our hiding place and invite us to come out into the open with
joy instead of fear, with peace instead of guilt, with faith instead of
unbelief.
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