“We
are all missionary disciples.” Pope Francis stresses in his apostolic
exhortation, Evangelii Gaudium, that
by virtue of baptism, “Every Christian is
a missionary to the extent that he or she has encountered the love of God in
Christ Jesus: We no longer say that we are ‘disciples’ and ‘missionaries’, but
rather that we are always ‘missionary disciples’” (EG, 120).
We are always missionary disciples. We are called so that
we might be sent. We are invited to a deeper friendship with the Lord so that
we can go forth to share the joy of that fellowship to all. Discipleship is not
just following the Lord. It also means being sent just as today’s gospel
recounts how the Lord called his first disciples who were fishermen so that
they might become fishers of men: “Come after me, and I will make you fishers
of men” (Mt 4:19).
Let us reflect then deeper on the meaning and
implications of this calling in the light of today’s gospel (Mt 4:12-23).
First, we may ask, “What does it take to be a disciple of Christ?” What does it
require of me to follow Christ? And second, how should we understand the
missionary nature of discipleship?
Discipleship and its
Cost. Spiritual writers and theologians have been using the phrase, “the
cost of discipleship,” or “costly discipleship” as opposed to “cheap
discipleship.” These refer to the fact that when we decide to follow Christ,
such a decision is never easy because there is a high cost to it. Discipleship
is demanding. When it does not require something great from us, chances are it
is unauthentic discipleship; it is cheap as it is empty.
In the light of today’s gospel reading, it is discernible
that the cost of discipleship is high indeed. When the Lord, walking by the Sea
of Galilee, invited some fishermen—Simon (Peter) and his brother Andrew—to come
after him, “at once they left their nets and followed him” (v. 20). Walking further along, the Lord saw two other
brothers in a boat, James and John, the sons of Zebedee. The Lord called them
and “immediately they left their boat and their father and followed him” (v.
22).
If we were fishermen, what would the fishing net and boat
mean to us? Of course, these would be very important to us as these could mean
more than just things; the net and the boat could well represent our means of
living, our very way of life which most probably has been handed down to us by
our parents. Hence, today’s gospel is
illustrating to us that to follow the Lord, to be his disciple requires leaving
behind a way of life—nets, boats, fathers included! No mean feat indeed.
To turn away from all that we have clung to in life is also
a process called conversion, in Greek, metanoia,
which means a change of heart. In today’s
gospel, as Jesus begins his public ministry, he calls for metanoia for the sake of God’s Kingdom: “Repent, for the kingdom of
heaven is at hand” (v. 17). As he calls his disciples, he invites them to a
change of heart. To be able to follow him in the path of the kingdom of God,
those called have to leave behind the life they have gotten used to otherwise
they would not be able to embrace the new life offered by the Lord. They have
to turn away from an old value system that they may embrace the new values of
Christ and the Kingdom.
Discipleship demands conversion. When we don’t take this
demand seriously, when we prefer not to be disturbed as we follow the Lord, our
discipleship is a sham because, for all we know, we have not actually left our
boats and nets. We may just be fooling
ourselves.
What stands as our fishing net or boat? To follow the Lord
more truthfully, what do we need to let go of? A meaningless work? A
destructive relationship? Attachment to things? Addictions? Materialistic and
narcissistic lifestyle?
Missionary Option.
To use the term of Pope Francis,
“missionary option” may mean for us as our decision to be always in a state of
mission. Discipleship always implies a missionary option. Whoever the Lord calls to come after him is
in not only for friendship with him but precisely for a mission: “Come after
me, and I will make you fishers of men.” It is not for nothing that we leave
behind our nets and boats and fathers. When we courageously choose to follow
the Lord, we experience the infinite love and mercy of God; we experience the
reign of God in our lives. We experience total salvation. It is this tremendous
goodness of God that propels us with joy to become fishers of men. We go forth
and share to all people this joy of being loved and saved.
We are always missionary disciples. Discipleship is not
only following the Lord and enjoying fellowship with him and with the other
disciples; it is also being sent to the lost, the least, and the last that they
too may also hear, through us, the good news of the saving love of God, that
they too may choose to belong to the kingdom of God.
To whom are we sent? Who are the lost, the least, and the
last in our community? An aging parent? A wayward sibling? Uncatechized
children? A hungry neighbor? An unwed
couple? A destroyed environment?
All too often we tend to choose to be safe and
comfortable with our old fishing nets and boats. Courtesy, perhaps, of our
protective parents. But when we remain
always in our safe and comfort zones we do not grow much. We end up bored and
unhappy. Life is robbed of joy. Or as disciples, we may just choose to stay in
the consoling fellowship of the Lord with the exclusive elect without reaching out
to others; such discipleship is narcissistic.
The true disciples of Christ are daring. Risk-takers.
Courageous. They leave behind their
comfort zones--nets, boats, and fathers--to reach out to others and proclaim the saving love of God. Their
lives are never boring but are always filled with joy. Such is the beautiful invitation to become fishers of men, to become missionary disciples.
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